Friday, March 24, 2006
A little bit of a let down, but it is kind of cool. F.E.A.R.'s AI Demystified I give the level designers a lot of credit for making fun areas to play in, but after I read the article, I think they are geniuses. It is pure genius to use the limitations of the AI, and create a setting that makes it appear smarter then it is.
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Tuesday, March 21, 2006
It has been confirmed. This year I am going to E3!
I can't figure it out. I am going to E3, I got a job promotion, I am doing well saving for a house, I am more involved with my WoW guild, I have good friends and family all around me, and yet I am dealing with depression. I just started seeing a 'mental health specialist' and have been prescribed medication and will be having regular counseling sections. It feels like it should be something easy to get over, mind over matter, Jesus is all you need,and all that jazz. I have been trying to deal with it for 6 to 7 months now, and all that it is accomplishing is me loosing my faith, my friends, and my happiness. My friends have been a great help to me, but I am causing problems with them now. I am getting frustrated with myself, and I have taken it out in verbal anger at them a few times, and they are getting frustrated with me because I have not made any progress with all their help. The last time I lashed out verbally at a friend, it was a wakeup that I need to get professional help. It scared me because, I was loosing a second good friend. I now try to interact with friend as little as possible, so I don't risk loosing them. My doctor told me that I should start doing better after a few months. I hope so.
I will try posting more on games and movies, I know I have been slaking on posting (not that anyone reads them). I also may make the occasional post like this.
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I can't figure it out. I am going to E3, I got a job promotion, I am doing well saving for a house, I am more involved with my WoW guild, I have good friends and family all around me, and yet I am dealing with depression. I just started seeing a 'mental health specialist' and have been prescribed medication and will be having regular counseling sections. It feels like it should be something easy to get over, mind over matter, Jesus is all you need,and all that jazz. I have been trying to deal with it for 6 to 7 months now, and all that it is accomplishing is me loosing my faith, my friends, and my happiness. My friends have been a great help to me, but I am causing problems with them now. I am getting frustrated with myself, and I have taken it out in verbal anger at them a few times, and they are getting frustrated with me because I have not made any progress with all their help. The last time I lashed out verbally at a friend, it was a wakeup that I need to get professional help. It scared me because, I was loosing a second good friend. I now try to interact with friend as little as possible, so I don't risk loosing them. My doctor told me that I should start doing better after a few months. I hope so.
I will try posting more on games and movies, I know I have been slaking on posting (not that anyone reads them). I also may make the occasional post like this.
Friday, March 10, 2006
Ever have one of them days where nothing you say or do comes out right? Well the last two days have been that for me. Even got a bill statement today that carged me a late fee. My web payment shows it posting 10 days before it is due, so I am going to have to get my bank to track it down. Fun, fun.
Luckly it is the weekend, it is snowing out, and I have a four six packs of Smirnoff Twisted, thank god for Sams Club. My first time trying them, and they are not bad. A bit more fruity than a Smirnodd ice. I may go into the JD later. Right now I am downloading the Public Test for WoW. Lets see if I end up like this before the end of the weekend.
UPDATE: I got my Credit Card problem fixed. I found out I had accidentally paid to my old Sam's Club account, the one I had before they upgraded me. So they transferred the money, reversed the fees, and most surprising of all they didn't give me a hard time about it.
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Luckly it is the weekend, it is snowing out, and I have a four six packs of Smirnoff Twisted, thank god for Sams Club. My first time trying them, and they are not bad. A bit more fruity than a Smirnodd ice. I may go into the JD later. Right now I am downloading the Public Test for WoW. Lets see if I end up like this before the end of the weekend.
UPDATE: I got my Credit Card problem fixed. I found out I had accidentally paid to my old Sam's Club account, the one I had before they upgraded me. So they transferred the money, reversed the fees, and most surprising of all they didn't give me a hard time about it.
Thursday, March 02, 2006
Well it looks like this year I may finaly get to see E3 for myself. This is so cool!
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