Tuesday, May 09, 2006

Well today I go to see my counselor. I am feeling pretty good right now actually. This is a bit surprising with everything that has happened. I don’t think I will invite my friend/boss to come with me to any of my appointments, or talk to her about my condition anymore. I am afraid from what she told me about my job, she may be looking for ammo now to get rid of me. It is really hard, and I am a bit torn. I never would think of her doing something like this, but when she told me my job was in jeopardy, I am not sure anymore. Yesterday, she was trying to be supportive, telling me I had done a good job, that things were just stressful last week (which is true registration is starting this week), and trying to talk to me like before. I just don’t know. I don’t really talk to anyone in the office now. This is really hard; they were all like family before. The good news is that my real family is being extremely supportive of me, and fighting my negative thoughts, or justifying me.

I picked up a copy of Sid Meier's Pirates the other day and was playing it last night. It was a blast. It was easy enough to pick up and get started, 90% of the controls are with the number pad. It is open ended so I could be a good citizen and play as a merchant trader, pirate hunter, and security escort. I could also go all out pirate and attack any ship I want, capturing it to my fleet, sinking it, or plundering it. There are four main countries in the game that you can earn recognition from depending on your deeds, and actions. It has been a lot of fun so far and well worth the $20.


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